Friday, February 1, 2008
b e l o n g
when you visit a gathering where you do not belong? you can see everyone having fun, enjoying themselves, laughing at stupid jokes. but you are just watching. it's not that you are comfortable sitting there and watching. i am not. most of the times. it's not that i want to belong. i dont. i just want to escape from such a situation. like vanish from there. not be there. why? i dont know why. i mean, i dont even want to make the effort to belong. i would rather sit alone and enjoy by myself. you could say i can have fun seeing them enjoying. but isn't that the most stupid thing to do. watching others having fun, when i can have fun on my own.
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3 comments:
Its a treat to read your posts..As usual extremely well written!
how true. i feel exactly the same. It was as if my heart speaking. I don't want to belong. i would rather be bored to death in isolation.
Well written and read. Never knew you were so deep. Enlightenment came to me very late in life that not everyone has to enjoy these crazy drinks and dance parties. As a teenager though it was akward. Now I think it's better to be comforatble in one's own skin.
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